i need more. i need you to give me your cock again and again. i need it. greedily. every way you can use me. sweetly. softly. violently. all of it. it's nonstop.
what is my deal?
i need input on the roots of jealousy, fear of being hurt, and self doubt. and poor self image. don't they all flow together?
how can i make such an infantile voice inside my head shut the fuck up??
oh, i am ok. just lashed out, or.. overreacted perhaps. got a mouthy email from a friend on here reacting to my not responding to an email. i have a life off of this webpage that i don't talk about much (i'm a single mom, work, other things, people i spend my time with, etc) that can lead to my not always answering emails. SG isn't the most appropriate thing to pull up on the laptop sometimes, you know... wtf. just... rubbed me the wrong way... he was acting as if i owed him something, and sometimes that pisses me off... a position of power over me needs to be earned, you can't just reprimand me with a snotty attitude and have me be ok with it...