virally_yours

So...
Im back from pittsburgh. Everytime it gets harder and harder to leave, im not one for vanity or being an egomaniac.. but i can say one thing about myself, im a really great guy, no past history at all of ever hurting a girl in any one, i was always the one that got the short end of the stick.. I really hope that chasing this dream doesnt leave me in the gutter again.

What is everyones opinions?
would you take a chance and go after someone 2 hours away for happiness , i know i would and am..

The time together really cant even be put into writing.. its really hard to describe.. you would almost have to just be a fly on the wall and see the chemical reaction that is us.. its pretty amazing.

I really like this girl alot, more than she thinks.
and even tho im sure she will read this i still have to say that i really hope she feels the same about me to..
i know she does , but sometimes i just know that she could find someone close by to always be there , and thats something i just dont have right now , i may be a better guy.. but when has any nice girl ever went for the nice guy.. you all end up usually with the assholes..

but..
all i can really do is just keep chasing the dream...
and if one day i wake up... then atleast 90% of the world will be right about long distance relationships i guess.

but for right now.. i only believe what my eyes see and they see love.
plus.. most people dont realize this but you really should try it cause its pretty amazing feeling but...

having a strong mental connection with someone by talking to them , getting to know them alot without all the physical attraction and touching or what not.. really helps build a strong emotion between the 2... so in my mind distance is not a bad thing anymore..

Its like a snowball rolling down a hill... its building up , and building up and getting stronger... so that when it does finally stop theres no way it can ever break apart.