violetred

so as not to get down on myself this fine friday evening...

i am going out to ann arbor in a few mere moments to meet with some friends of friends. i don't need much of an excuse to go out and drink, it turns out. felt lonely again today and cried a little at work. that seems to be a usual thing for me these days. then i came home and watched part of the classic family film "little women" you know, the one with Winona Ryder as Jo. and that made me cry for a number of reasons. seems like anyone and anything can knock me over with a feather lately, i just feel very vulnerable.

i am really trying to meet some new people and make friends. who would have thought it would be so difficult?

but i am not giving up.

wish me some luck!