god, you guys, this is so hard.
most of the day today i have been able to put on a strong front, keeping busy and trying to smile.
but now that it's nighttime and everything is quiet i feel my heart breaking. i miss him. so much.
what i would give to just go back in time and be the perfect girl for him. things were so simple back then...a whole two weeks ago
i just want to cuddle and kiss. i want to be happy again, just him and me.
and i don't think it's going to happen.
i feel awfully lonely right now.
most of the day today i have been able to put on a strong front, keeping busy and trying to smile.
but now that it's nighttime and everything is quiet i feel my heart breaking. i miss him. so much.
what i would give to just go back in time and be the perfect girl for him. things were so simple back then...a whole two weeks ago
i just want to cuddle and kiss. i want to be happy again, just him and me.
and i don't think it's going to happen.
i feel awfully lonely right now.
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The hurt and loneliness will eventually lessen, but not entirely go away for some time as you probably already know. But you do have friends and it's a time to look to them and lean on them if you ned to!
I hope the hurt starts lessening soon...
G.