Shit, what do you do when you have been with a guy for nearly five years and that same sweet, wonderful guy you fell in love with is turning into a drug-fucked gambler?
Also, what do you do when you meet a cute boy online and he tells you he likes you then he gets mad at you for being confused and vanishes? (Um, at least I think he has. We normally play xbl together, and he deleted me from his friends list AND hasn't been on msn all day. I'm pretty sure he is avoiding me) Playing video games online when you are a girl can be very complicated at times.
Fuck. Why is life so confusing? Also I just found out that Lux is dead. Fuck, fuck, fucking hell. I wish I had the balls to tell my stupid boyfriend to jump off a cliff, I wish my friend would talk to me. I wish I knew what the fuck I am doing.
Also, what do you do when you meet a cute boy online and he tells you he likes you then he gets mad at you for being confused and vanishes? (Um, at least I think he has. We normally play xbl together, and he deleted me from his friends list AND hasn't been on msn all day. I'm pretty sure he is avoiding me) Playing video games online when you are a girl can be very complicated at times.
Fuck. Why is life so confusing? Also I just found out that Lux is dead. Fuck, fuck, fucking hell. I wish I had the balls to tell my stupid boyfriend to jump off a cliff, I wish my friend would talk to me. I wish I knew what the fuck I am doing.
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vladscrow:
actually i remember watching the first 30-45min and becoming so bored i had to turn it off. they sound like some cute fellas though! i hear you should stay away from the Abo's too. any suggestion on where i should go???
franpire:
Wow our lives are leading along the same path at the mo. Is his drug-gambling thing affecting you much? I mean do you live together/is he abussive? If so, do get out of there. If it's bearable....and you love him....then it's a different ball game.