violentlyhappy

ok... so... i think i'm kinda in love with this friend of mine. she's pretty much gorgeous and i've know her for like ever. we've always been dating other people so the timing has never really been there. but now we are like at the same point in our lives, dating people that are nothing but time fillers and we bitch to each other about it all the time. we almost know each other too well... i dunno, i could just see being with this girl for a long while... she's extremely down to earth, but i don't know if i really want that right now or if i'll ever really act on it. part of me wonders if she's thinking the same things, so maybe that's really the only draw. right now she's saying she wants to be my roommate... are you kidding me? that would lead to nothing but trouble. fun trouble none the less but in the end destructive. not to mention the fact that she's one of maybe only two true friends. my rationality kills all that is potentially good.





fantasy is often better than reality.