being realistic sucks fucking ass.
appearantly i don't take enough chances in my life but as much i would love to take this chance i'm smart enough to know that doing so for that reason alone would be stupid and i'm not ready to move for any other reasons just yet. too many questions in my head and zero answers... what a way to end the year. 2004 better change me in a much more positive way.
happpy new year.

happpy new year.
