I spent the last 20 hours with a 20 year old virgin of strict christian upbringing. We went to a park and climbed a tree, spent hours hanging out amongst the branches and talking. Had lots of wierd mexican food at an awesome restaurant. Lay in the back seat of my car together in a vacant parking lot after dark. Spent the night snuggling in a hotel room in a king sized bed.
It's wierd to not be having sex. I've never had a relationship without sex. When she leaned in and kissed me on the mouth all by herself, it flipped my switch and I felt a wave of intense heat wash through me, but I let it pass. The rest of the time it is all this sweet, tender hugging and kissing. I guess I have always known I had that side of me, but never knew how good it was, never lived in that part without going further.
Life is wierd.
It's wierd to not be having sex. I've never had a relationship without sex. When she leaned in and kissed me on the mouth all by herself, it flipped my switch and I felt a wave of intense heat wash through me, but I let it pass. The rest of the time it is all this sweet, tender hugging and kissing. I guess I have always known I had that side of me, but never knew how good it was, never lived in that part without going further.
Life is wierd.
violencejack:
I can't wait for this to be over so I can get back to the real world and act like a human being again. Oh, and I might take my new toy with me. She is sweetness and light. I could do worse. We'll have to see how things go.