so, im looking at trying to develop a more balanced life oreintation so that i don't end up purging out my life issues on certain innocent bystanders.
it is in my nature to be obsessive about certain things and totally neglect other things and build up all kinds of fear and hatred about the things ive been ignoring and then in the last hour throw some crap together and hope for the best. maybe this is all stemming from the fact that i feel i have no chosen my particular lifestyle and im sick of trying to adapt to it cause i really see no reason to. well. i don't want to build myself up only to fall down.
there is beauty in the objective and in the subjective as well and maybe im lucky that i get to use them in complementray ways throughout my life i i so choose.
fuck it.
think ill go running.
it is in my nature to be obsessive about certain things and totally neglect other things and build up all kinds of fear and hatred about the things ive been ignoring and then in the last hour throw some crap together and hope for the best. maybe this is all stemming from the fact that i feel i have no chosen my particular lifestyle and im sick of trying to adapt to it cause i really see no reason to. well. i don't want to build myself up only to fall down.
there is beauty in the objective and in the subjective as well and maybe im lucky that i get to use them in complementray ways throughout my life i i so choose.
fuck it.
think ill go running.
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maxx:
your protest against the shift key amuses me.
one_pure_thought:
You're abstractness is fun.