vinzthedestroyer

What is redemption? Broken men don't get redemption. No matter what they do they can only count on cold indifference. And that's fine. That is what a broken man deserves. Nothing more than a few indifferent words. Meaningful words give hope, and those who are beyond redemption need have no hope. So hear this, you better do whatever you can to pay for your trespasses, while you still can. Because one day it will be too late and it will be a very bitter end of a mediocre story, documenting a fall. Because let me tell you this, nobody is above falling. Sometimes we can fall so low it brings physical pain to look in the mirror. So do what you can, when the time is right. Because you really, really don't want to wake up one day and realize that it's too late. It's like waking up next to a loaded gun with the trigger plugged into a timer. It's death.

So what is my new year's resolution? Nothing. Nothingness without end. Empty days of doing nothing, or pretending just so that my corporate masters are satisfied. Empty sleepless nights because I'm still unable to fall asleep naturally and so sick of meds. I think I might actually already be dead.