vinyle

Sigh, vacation ends this morning. I"ll even be home before 12:00. One last morning sunrise, one last cup of coffee looking at the ocean and I'm gone.

Fall is really here to me now. It's been colder at night and even down here the leaves are starting to change. Fall is my absolute favorite time of year. I like wearing sweaters and socks. I love everything pumpkin and being outside only to come in and jump under the blankets. I normally find all my new people to have crushes on in the fall and everything starts over for me in a way. Fall is my spring.

I think I"m going to be fired tomorrow morning. Yep, got an email on my personal account from the boss lady to meet her first thing. It's a chemistry thing and if I'm fired now I lose out on my property selling bonus.

How do I feel? Well I hated the job anyway and have been thinking about moving. I just didn't think it would be so soon. I guess I really am starting over again on everything. I wish my divorce were already final. I wish I had a job I liked. I wish I were more self accepting. I wish I had more time with my son. I wish I had someone to hold my hand. Enough!
Lazy Sunday.

update: yep, fired. help.