This is my unhappy journal update, so you may not want to read it.
I'm at a point in my life where I need to figure out what I'm doing. The high point is definitely my litttle boy. The low point, well I hate my job, I'm not sure I want to be here and I'm not sure what the next step is. It's probably good that I am alone tonight so I can think about these things.
I have no ties to this area, but do I want to move so close to the familia?
It's silly I know, but I don't want to be alone. I mean I like to be sometimes, and I need it. It would be nice though to have someone sometimes. I don't need a fuck buddy, I need a hug buddy. Someone to come by and hug me from time to time. That and a new job. The people I am friend with here are telling me to get out there and start dating and everything else will fall into place. I'm not sure I want to. I guess I should figure out what I want first. And find a new job. One that makes me happy. Oh wells. Sucky entry, happier one tomorrow.
Who wants to go dancing?
I'm at a point in my life where I need to figure out what I'm doing. The high point is definitely my litttle boy. The low point, well I hate my job, I'm not sure I want to be here and I'm not sure what the next step is. It's probably good that I am alone tonight so I can think about these things.
I have no ties to this area, but do I want to move so close to the familia?
It's silly I know, but I don't want to be alone. I mean I like to be sometimes, and I need it. It would be nice though to have someone sometimes. I don't need a fuck buddy, I need a hug buddy. Someone to come by and hug me from time to time. That and a new job. The people I am friend with here are telling me to get out there and start dating and everything else will fall into place. I'm not sure I want to. I guess I should figure out what I want first. And find a new job. One that makes me happy. Oh wells. Sucky entry, happier one tomorrow.
Who wants to go dancing?
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Go out and date when you're ready, but be fearless, too. I always have alot of fear after a relationship ends, and I've never been married.
Love your friends.
Love your family.
Love your son.
Love yourself.
-Daddy