This is my I cant sleep update. If I update this early, it means I can still do another one tomorrow after I'm awake, If I get to sleep.
Things that may seem silly but make me sad right now:
* going back to work tomorrow. a mountain of work, honeymoon update, inevitable visit from my boss, and finding out if my property has sold yet.
* everyone has roller skates. I want roller skates, just like the ones Harley is wearing. would i actually use them - i don't know, but they are a want.
* i want to be paid more. i know everybody does, but my bonus structure changed drastically with the current mgmt company and i don't like it. i should also be paid more if people i evict threaten to kill me.
* trying to decide whether to move back to DC or stay here. i know i would have a better support system if i move, friends, family and probably a better job. but it's still scary.
* one of the best people i like lives a million hours away. even though i only met them once, it would be nice if they could come by for spooning time. (insert insinuating icon here)
* world events and news. the newspaper was sad reading today. i wish i could cover the world with a blanket of happiness and hope.
i think that covers the things making me sad today. on the plus side i did have a great day with my son taking pictures, seeing madagascar and walking everywhere. i can't call him cheeba anymore, he only wants me to call him butterbean or butter. good night, hopefully sometime soon.
Things that may seem silly but make me sad right now:
* going back to work tomorrow. a mountain of work, honeymoon update, inevitable visit from my boss, and finding out if my property has sold yet.
* everyone has roller skates. I want roller skates, just like the ones Harley is wearing. would i actually use them - i don't know, but they are a want.
* i want to be paid more. i know everybody does, but my bonus structure changed drastically with the current mgmt company and i don't like it. i should also be paid more if people i evict threaten to kill me.
* trying to decide whether to move back to DC or stay here. i know i would have a better support system if i move, friends, family and probably a better job. but it's still scary.
* one of the best people i like lives a million hours away. even though i only met them once, it would be nice if they could come by for spooning time. (insert insinuating icon here)
* world events and news. the newspaper was sad reading today. i wish i could cover the world with a blanket of happiness and hope.
i think that covers the things making me sad today. on the plus side i did have a great day with my son taking pictures, seeing madagascar and walking everywhere. i can't call him cheeba anymore, he only wants me to call him butterbean or butter. good night, hopefully sometime soon.
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gersguy:
Poor girl......hope you sleep better tonight.
laceyglove:
hmm.. but i like you and would like to spoon which ya