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So I've been feeling a lot less like myself lately. It's funny how a year can change you so much. Not sure if I am better now than before, kinda feel like I care less about everything. Yet in saying that I am riddled with anxieties, and panic.

It will get better.

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vinture:
@americann1nja that was a really cool video and yeah it did help a lot 🌺
justinextreme:
I was just reading your previous blog about your acoustic neuroma surgery 2 years ago.  I was scared that would happen to me when I had my acoustic neuroma removed.  I didn't have that happen, but I did end up with a brain bleed 5 days later (which is pretty rare to not happen within 24 hours from what I understand).  I had to be flown in via helicopter and ended up in the hospital for an extra 5 days.  I don't think there's an acoustic neuroma group on here (I don't know if there are enough of us), but I do know there is one on the web.  Hopefully your recovery has gone well.  I'm still in the first year and had a major setback a couple of months ago because I didn't keep up with my activity levels.
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bayharbourbutcha:
I always thought going pink was one of those things that had to happen quick or it never would, recently I've seen some really hard working ladies turning pink after releasing their 5th or 6th sets!! I understand that it's not a cheap thing to shoot a set but I have every faith that you will be pink one day!! 
vargr13:
I honestly don't know how you are not already. Than again I am unclear on the process. 
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So 10 days ago I had my initial surgery to remove a 1cm acoustic neuroma in my ear. The surgery went well (took 10 hours) and the first few days were going well, and I'm SO glad they were able to save my facial nerve even if they were unable to save my hearing in that ear, though they did try.

Unfortunately a few days...
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rockson1999:
Sending you best wishes everything has worked out! /hugs
bayharbourbutcha:
Oh no!!! Get well soon beautiful!!!
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Hey guys

Just wanted to say a mass thankyou for everyone's love on not only my latest set Empyrean, but all of my released sets. I appreciate you taking the time to leave comments, and even though I may not reply, I do see it, and I do appreciate it.

I also would like to let you know that after my next and final set...
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vanp:
You shall be pink in no time. all your sets are amazing and very loved! <3
sillygerman624:
Don't give up. Just be active on the site and social medias (periscope/snapchat) connect with fans, their likes and comments get you to set of the day. Your last set was just too damn amazing to not get some sort of recognition to get you to be pink. You got the right stuff dollface so chin-up! ☺️🤘🏻