Being a virgin is annoying sometimes.
I'm only 18 but there's so much pressure on teenagers to have sex. People who I've known since birth are out shagging like rabbits.
Good for them.
But I feel like this voice in the back of my head is saying "don't leave it too late, it'll be embarrassing and noone will want you eventually." The other half of me is saying "well done, wait. Make it special."
Who the fuck am I waiting for?
I think I might just get pissed and go fuck some random guy. Maybe Pete, he'd say yes.
I'm only 18 but there's so much pressure on teenagers to have sex. People who I've known since birth are out shagging like rabbits.
Good for them.
But I feel like this voice in the back of my head is saying "don't leave it too late, it'll be embarrassing and noone will want you eventually." The other half of me is saying "well done, wait. Make it special."
Who the fuck am I waiting for?
I think I might just get pissed and go fuck some random guy. Maybe Pete, he'd say yes.
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Pete sounds like someone who'll make you feel horrid. I don't want that to happen to you...i can't afford the plane ticket to come chase him down.
I don't think you ever have to worry about nobody wanting you. You're far too enchanting, and much too interesting for that to happen. If you're a virgin 20 years from now, you'll still be beating men and women off with a stick! (we've a nice selection, and today's special is oak. :lol: )
And on your journal entry .. wheres the rule book that says 'thou must have done it by so and so age' . When its right you'll just know , don't worry about it.
Also 'the lovely bones' was a rather nice book .. i'd never read anything quite like that before.