I've been working 60 hours a week in South Dakota (away from home) for the past couple months, and I'll be going home December 8th.
Being away from home for so long, in the middle of nowhere, only being able to work has given me some time to think about what's important to me, what my goals are, and what I want the next few years to hold for me. I've decided that if creativity and art can't be the forefront if my career, I'm not living the way I'm meant to. I want to inspire people, travel, expand my mind and others'. Once I get home, I've got a bunch of photography projects planned, both photographing and modeling.
I'm going to find a tattoo apprenticeship next year, I'll force myself to draw until my hands bleed or I'm satisfied with my progress. I've got friends in Portland and Houston that want me to visit, and I've got plans to go to Iceland in the works. 2020 is going to be my fucking year, and SuicideGirls is going to be a big part of it, too.
A big part of my drive for my goals is thinking about the impact I'll make in other people's lives, I want to make people experience life in a different way, connect with my art, feel passionate about being alive. I hope next year is full of firsts and I push myself to learn more about what it means for me to be human than I ever have.
