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Fuckwhy does this hurt so much.

I have so much I could say to her but don't really see the point, it's not going to make her change her mind.

That whole "some things are worth fighting for" is great in theory

I now have one regret though, and that does suck. Not something I did, but something I should have done.

Enough of that, going to try and move on.

To try and get my mind off things, I went for a drive and drove past a film set with one of these.... It was so bright90,000 watts, 15 individual 6,000 watt lighting fixture each remotely operated from the base of the truck. That made me smile.


Since I have been getting more and more into listening to my music, I rediscovered a CD from some friends band back in high school and the lyrics seem to fit my mood very well.

~~~~~~~~~~~~
You and I,
we were meant to be
Is that something your eyes can't even see
That your drifting from my memories,
memories,
memories

Why do you give your love away?
All I ask is for another day,
You and I,
we were meant to be,
meant to be,
meant to be

Now I wonder why we go to this
And I'm thinking it's that is love and it's sad to kiss
I want to be your man so I can hold you and squeeze you,
And now I heard your voice and I know that I need you,

I say these words and I know that you hear it,
You talk about pain and you know that I feel it,
You push me away but I know that you see me,
I tell you I love you, I hope you believe me

How's that for pathetic?