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Her words were the car crash and my heart was the shattered windshield on the road.


I'm going to keep this to the point and without malice. I have spent the past 5 months give or take talking to and getting to know this wonderful, beautiful, sincere woman. The kinda of person you're just overjoy to hear their voice on the phone, it gives you a strange solace. This past week she came to the conclusion it would not work. That being the timing was not right and that it isn't meant to be at this time...or ever. I was a wreck, i feel so lost and empty. I'm willing to wait for her but she tells me not to. I feel like all the drugs in this world couldn't erase this pain. I hate to be a downer but I have to let this out in some healthy way. This is more for myself and than it is for a blog.


I took some pictures for my business profile for my website. What do you think is the best one?







(my favorite)





Staind has a new album coming out in September. Aaron Lewis despite what everyone says I think is an amazing singer and has a lot of emotion and truth. I know most of you could care less but Staind's music has always been a comfort for me, a friend when I didn't a friend.




I am going to lay down and try to sleep.