vide0dr0me

The holidays are really getting to me. Most of my friends are either with there other friends or families. No one bothered to invite me anywhere. I won't even be able to see my family on Christmas because I have to work. Hell even people at Mcdonalds get Christmas off.

My cousin and his wife's house was broken into yesterday. TVs, laptops, clothes, even the presents under the tree were taken. There 3 year old son won't get jack shit for Christmas because it's all gone. My humble, honest, hardworking cousin and his family's world has been shattered, it's sickening.

There is so much stress and loneliness in my life it's such a cliche' except there is no beloved angel disguised as an old man will save me.

-Debt collectors hounding me for medical bills
-My place, my car are falling apart
-My friends hardly call me anymore
-My dad and my dog Bo are sick again.
-I work a shit job and I'm stuck there. I've applied everywhere and nothing. Hours on end a day Im yelled at and talk too like Im not even a person with feelings.

What the fuck do I have to be thankful for, anything that ever meant anything is going down the drain and I can't stop it.

My account on here renews in Janurary, but it seems like nobody here gives a damn, if I left now, nothing would change, nobody would notice, nobody would care. I write people on here all the time I never see a reply, I came here to try and find like minded people but it seems I'm avoided like a plague.

Inferno is done for anybody who cares by the way.