Chivalry is dead.
I knew it, I fucking knew it. The so called pretty wonderful girlfriend, was anything but. She dumped my ass and her excuses were that I was too nice and she prefer her ex boyfriend over me. Who is a convict by the way.
What is it with women's infatuation with "bad boys" 9 times out of 10 they are junkies, boozers, losers, criminals who treat their women like shit instead of a princess.
Or is it me? Am I hideous, do I look so gross that women run to their abusive boyfriend? Is chivalry consider a bad thing now? Forgive me for holding open doors, complimenting, listening, and giving a damn.
Maybe I should grow a beer belly, wear dirty wife beaters, quit my job spend my days not trying to make a difference, have 10 kids with 10 different women. Instead of going to concerts and art shows I should trade that in for NASCAR and butt picking. Verbal and physically assault a woman when food is not on the table.
I just don't understand it, I try to be decent and I'm treated like a broken toy, just thrown away. Maybe if I was a douchebag things would turn out differently.
Is it my looks? Be honest!
I knew it, I fucking knew it. The so called pretty wonderful girlfriend, was anything but. She dumped my ass and her excuses were that I was too nice and she prefer her ex boyfriend over me. Who is a convict by the way.
What is it with women's infatuation with "bad boys" 9 times out of 10 they are junkies, boozers, losers, criminals who treat their women like shit instead of a princess.
Or is it me? Am I hideous, do I look so gross that women run to their abusive boyfriend? Is chivalry consider a bad thing now? Forgive me for holding open doors, complimenting, listening, and giving a damn.
Maybe I should grow a beer belly, wear dirty wife beaters, quit my job spend my days not trying to make a difference, have 10 kids with 10 different women. Instead of going to concerts and art shows I should trade that in for NASCAR and butt picking. Verbal and physically assault a woman when food is not on the table.
I just don't understand it, I try to be decent and I'm treated like a broken toy, just thrown away. Maybe if I was a douchebag things would turn out differently.
Is it my looks? Be honest!
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vide0dr0me:
Thank you all for the kind words, they are not taken for granted.
eroticgeek:
No dear, it is not your looks at all. Some girls just do not know what is good for them. I hate to think this way, but sometimes I think people like being abused. Maybe that is wrong of me to say, but I know a lot of people who choose to stay in situations they can clearly get out of when they have WAY better options. I am not one to talk either. I chose to stay with someone for 18 years who treated me like complete shit, so I do not know what it is. Something is funny in girls sometimes. For myself, I honestly thought I loved him. As time progressed, I realized it wasn't love, but thought I could get nothing else and didn't want to be alone, so I stayed and settled. So I guess it depends on the situation, as with anything. Then you have those cases, where women are actually being abused and they really can not get out of the relationship. So it depends. Honestly, though I do not think it is your face. Trust me. Thankfully, I have moved on. I have a new guy. Hopefully, my track record with this one will be better. I wish you all the best. You will find a great girl, trust me. I know that doesn't sound comforting right now, but there is someone out there for everyone and when you do find them it will be so worth it! So do not be so hard on yourself. *hugs*