vidasinmuerte

I've come to an odd part of my life where I do not consider such things as long term relationships and making promises (making them, not keeping them - once sealed, it must be delivered) to be on top of my pyramid.

I do not victimize myself in any way, shape or form when it comes to addressing these past relationship issues that I've dealt with (we all have our own perspective of things, and I do understand that I am not always right on certain topics). I am as prone to being the one that causes the commotion as much as my partners are.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel no shame in what I felt shame towards when I was younger. I now feel alive and able to live my life in a non-cookie-cutter way, doing what I want to do to make my body feel healthy and good looking (again, out of perspective, because I do not find myself to be as appealing as I'd always hope or aspire to be) and doing things which I deemed inappropriate for my life, such as no-strings-attached sex out of our basic primal instincts, making anyone and everyone smile, regardless of whether or not it's an old friend, enemy, or ex gf that I just so happen to develop a better sense of reasoning to put behind all negative vibes and start anew with a clean slate, and just accepting the fact that I am not the all-knowing being of the world.

The word pretentious sickens me to no end. However, I must understand that this word may have described me sometime not long ago, and for that, I plead to be given a second chance to redeem myself from such an atrocious term.

I hope everyone accepts who they are and betters themselves for their own sake and not to fit in or impress someone else who may not even appreciate you as much as you deserve to be appreciated.





Much love