victorian

the recovery process continues

today i found an awesome web designer, who will remain nameless for the moment to built my world dominating studio, gallery, and instutute that im working on, kind of like ann ryand instututes only without a penis and a whole lot of righteousness

im off to buy some figure skates, the russian german fall on my ass and break my right arm prodigy that i am, a new game pass, aaaaand a controller for my game cube

so i can stop playing with myself

for the time being

this is a part of a book im writing:

my philosophy, in essence, is that man has unbalanced the world into a horrible state by oppressing the woman and his fellow man to satisfy his sadism, necrophilia, and narcissism.
The purpose of life is to live a happy, dignified and creative existance for ALL people on the planet. The rich and powerful have an obligation to the disenfrenchised and destitute to help them rise above themselves. The poor and destitute have an obligatoin to overcome their original suffering, or the position that they were born into life with and join the rank of of the self actuated.

Those in the middle, have the right to hold on to reinvent world order where life is a journey through a land without nuclear reactors, state armies, war, and famine.

How much longer must our leader question and bager the populace about the roots of evil when we have the psionic and the physical technology to show that evil is created by those who take more then they need in terms of personal property, emotional property, and their own hatred, stemming from abuse and injustice originally bestowed upon them.

Artisan, Writer, Progenitor of Biophilia Vitaliy Victorian Hagen.



man, i am having the most awesome discussion wtih junetuesday about girls and how they poop

well, after the painbearer left an awesome comment on my journal, i just had to write more about what a shit hole most of the men in power have made of our world, and how we average not independantly wealthy people can fix it

"life is what we make it...there is no overseeing, all important Purpose to "life."

i think there really is, but its not the traditional purpose to life

in my annals the purpose of life is "action, life, and happiness not though the traditional westen european concept of happiness, which comes from the Nortic word "happ" which means "Luck" but fusing the eastern word for happiness which is more like the word "Nirvana" or the Buddhist concepts of "Non attatchment"

putting the two together then

my theory is that the purpose of life is

"Happiness through hard work, (now mind you, NOT Back breaking work, but a level of activity that WILL challange the spirit and the body)

discipline(this is another touchy word, not "abusive discipline" like in the Marines or the Russian Black Beurets, but a conscious self analysis which keeps one from mentally abusing other people, oneself, and doing the same physically)

non attatchment,

the avoidance of

sadism/masochism(not the sex stuff, but abusing yourself or others mentally/physically) Ergo: The Desire to Control Life, or the Desire for Ultimate Power

necrophilia= The Love of The Dead (not fucking corpses, but thinking that your car or stereo system or computer is more important then your friends, girlfriend, wife, child, grandparent

narcissism "The Love of Oneself" (this is where me and Ann Ryand clash) She believes that the Atlases of the world make the world go round, while I believe that the Atlases of the World are some of the biggest Sadists, Narcissists, And Necrophiliacs. If you look at case studies of Carnegie, Ford, The Oil and Steel guy, you will finds some of the world BIGGEST DEMONS in positions of power, i dont even have to mention Hitler, Himmler, and Stalin, that would be too obvioius.


so with all of the above in short term memory

without ANY grandeur or silver bells or trumpets

"the purpose of life is to cooperate with all awakened and rational and self actualized human beings to have a life of "happiness" that is based not on luck or serendipidy but on satisfaction of oneself ON AN INDIVIDUAL LEVEL through a life filled with purposefu, meaningful work, whose purpose is to BE, rather then to HAVE"

the previous off course can ONLY be achieved if the lower primal needs are met ergo FOOD SHELTER PERSONAL EFFECTS, SEX, FRIENDS and after all of those can one begin to rise into the Existential Accomplishments of a Life of Individual Achievement, ergo lawyer, doctor, artist, philosopher, or just someone who is enjoying life and HAS no "specific or particular purpose" (at the highest ranks of all of the professions)

so

in short

the purpose of life is to "BE"

an extrapolation of

"I think therefore i am"

and the answer to

"know thyself"

Now as for painbearer (s)

"we are all good. we are all evil. oftentimes we are both at once. the trick to life is doing what we can not to let either make the world worse off than it already is."

FIRst of all, that is NOT GOOD ENOUGH, people have been saying what you just said since time immemorial. A LIFE that is lived AVOIDING the pitfalls of "evil" is still one of Cowardice

that is a western way of putting it, WE KNOW the causes of evil and good. usually evil tends to be on the side of necro, sadi, narci, and good tends to be on the rational biophilous (life loving side of things) I DONT BELIEVE there is ANY such thing thing as GOOD or EVIL, except the suicide girl Evil She IS HOT. Ok, back to the philocraphy

I think there are only the forces which egg life on, and the forces which destroy it. I THINK HUMAN BEINGS ARE NOW SMART ENOUGH TO SEE THE CAUSES OF WHAT PEOPLE SAY IS 'EVIL' AND I THINK THAT IT IS VERY PACIFISTIC AND OPPORTUNISTIC to say that we do not.

This is so because most of the people who you hear say "OH WE CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT NUCLEAR REACTORS" or "OH WE HAVE AN ENERGY CRISIS" or, this is my faivorite "WE CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT A LARGE ASS ARMY WITH A STOCKPILE OF WEAPONS THAT MAKE GOD NERVOUS"

usually have a hand in the cookie jar in the form of stocks, holdings, securities that are a part of the energy, army, lobbying overfiend.

and as to respond to your comment of " also don't think you can separate the plight of men and women. things are the way they are because humans do terrible things to each other. its all one."

i only separate the plight of men and women because MAN has destoyed the ORIGINAL and NATURAL government which was pre history, that governement was ruled by a near 50 50 percentile of men and woman. As evidence i want to bring forth the historical record and how most of the aboriginal clans and tribes were wiped out by the Patriarcal Destroyer Man God. I think it was called the Fall of the Goddess or something

anywho, there is no difference beween suffering between any sex or color or race or vertabrate. We are all equal before death and plague.

"was there ever a time in human history where there wasn't strife, horror, hunger, lust, love, killing, friendship, smiles, anger, beauty and birthing"

there was a time, where all of the above existen on a scale that was EXPONENTIALLY SMALLER then it is today. Yeah, its because there were less people, but it all was much much less destructive because you did not have Thermonuclear Atomics, you did not have Nerve Gas or Napalm or even Firearms, people still got jealous and one tribe beat another with stick and then the other tribe got the original tribe back etc etc. But you did not have genocide like u do today. And you did not have a society that exists on fear (Check out the Culture of Fear, and The Road to Surfdom).

"Men can only be happy when they do not assume that the object of life is happiness " -George Orwell

.....no shit
men is happy when the object of life is being, and personal satisfaction. if the Orwell fella refers to the original european meaning of the word happiness.... he IS right