victorian

a new day begins

i found some final records of my own personal angel

i dont think i shall ever ever see her again, except perhaps a long time from now, in what the russians call in an 'another light'

but i have what all people are given, the light of reason, and one golden coin, to spend however i want

i spend it making art, loving life, enjoying all the forces with which i am endowed with, and developing what the christians call 'the inheritance of god' or as the orthodox christians call 'the ability to increase the capacity to receive the power of light" or as the buddhists call it, 'nonattatchment' and 'infinite compassion for all'

i also spend it missing her, and moving on despite of me, towards a tomorrow where i will not submit to dark traditions, even if it is 'family', as i once have.

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