Im sure alot of this will sound familiar in other hopeful blogs, but here we go!
I discovered SG when I was about 16 (13 years ago, wow). I saw so many beautiful alternative girls. They were seriously all breathe taking. I told myself, yep that's going to be me. Years went by and I finally turned 18. I was going to do it. I was going to apply. I wanted to be apart of a community where I thought I would belong. I thought it would help my confidence and my self esteem. I did apply, but my man at the time discouraged me and pretty much forbidden me. And I was heart broken. I felt like something was taken away and I didn't even know the people on the site yet. It was like my chance to belong was poof, gone. Years went by. He is gone. I got encouraged by someone, told me to go for it. And here I am. Everything that I thought I would feel and imagine is true. This community has help me in so many ways. Building up my confidence, made friends. I feel like this is where I belong. As a hopeful or a official suicidegirl. I am here. And I am grateful for what sg has done for me.
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