God damn emotional crisis. Can't talk to my girlfriend anymore about anything other than what she wants me to buy her, can't decide where to go to school, AIU or Fullerton JC, and now I have to figure out how the hell i'm gong to get this new love interest out of my head. This neww girl, Melissa, yeah, I could fall for her in a minute if I let myself, she' everything some one could want, smart,funny, beautiful, we talk for hours every damn time we are together. Then again, she is only seventeen and still in high school, but that is part of why i might fall for her, in general, she's pretty well innocent in the sexual spere. Part of me wants so badly to be her knight in shining armor, everything she ever wanted, but the ball and chain has been tightly fashioned by one Stasi (current Girlfriend). But it isn't even as if I don't love Stasi anymore,I do, but in some areas our relationship is lacking. And beside, I'm pretty sure she's screwing her ex. What to do, I know, I'll just go insane and blow up half the city with forty tons of Nitro!!!!!! But then again the high death toll wold deffinately kill my enjoyment of the firey blaze that was once the city of orange. Anyway, Toodles. 