i was wondering
do tibetan monks
meditating in the himylayas (sp?)
get lonely?
how does one
transcend loneliness?
it's a problem
chicago
snow
motorcycles
meetings
feelings
asunder
in shreds
"i want to pull you down into bed"
very much so
"but you've got my heart in your hand"
but why?
i know you are unreachable
but the feelings remain
i want to be inpenetrible
invincible...
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do tibetan monks
meditating in the himylayas (sp?)
get lonely?
how does one
transcend loneliness?
it's a problem
chicago
snow
motorcycles
meetings
feelings
asunder
in shreds
"i want to pull you down into bed"
very much so
"but you've got my heart in your hand"
but why?
i know you are unreachable
but the feelings remain
i want to be inpenetrible
invincible...
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olsen:
thank you.
a combination of
listening to nick cave
and reading pirsig and kant
puts one in a bizar mood
i feel restless
and not the usual restless
which scares me a bit
i feel life-restless
there are too many questions
the ones that never go away
but i'm not really depressed
that's different
that's apathy and crushing exhaustion
no
not that
just restless
like i want...
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listening to nick cave
and reading pirsig and kant
puts one in a bizar mood
i feel restless
and not the usual restless
which scares me a bit
i feel life-restless
there are too many questions
the ones that never go away
but i'm not really depressed
that's different
that's apathy and crushing exhaustion
no
not that
just restless
like i want...
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mo:
thanks for the pep talk.
i guess i too am feeling wrestless, and the fact that i feel stuck brings me down.
i'm determined to figure something out.... sometime... when i stop feeling sorry for myself ha
i guess i too am feeling wrestless, and the fact that i feel stuck brings me down.
i'm determined to figure something out.... sometime... when i stop feeling sorry for myself ha
emotional rollercoaster
wheeeee!!!!
i'm off to glorious wisconsin
for skiing and relaxation
oi
later.....
wheeeee!!!!
i'm off to glorious wisconsin
for skiing and relaxation
oi
later.....
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kay:
Have fun love!
~cheers
~cheers
madison:
have fun and thanks for checkin out my set!!!
not much to update
productive week
though not without setbacks
all's well that ends well
right right??
shake it down again this weekend
of course
new-ish pics in pics folder
for those who care
cheers....
productive week
though not without setbacks
all's well that ends well
right right??
shake it down again this weekend
of course
new-ish pics in pics folder
for those who care
cheers....
kay:
Great photos love!
You have a lovely smile my friend.
~cheers
You have a lovely smile my friend.
~cheers
kelland:
You are always doing something.
great weekend
good friends
good times
and even on a shoestring
'cuz i'm broke
still had a blast
i think that proves something
i'm sleeping better
but not more
so much time
so little to do
no
strike that
in reverse
the problem with sprinting after your dreams
is that you run out of breathe
i'm trying more of a jogging approach now
consistent and...
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good friends
good times
and even on a shoestring
'cuz i'm broke
still had a blast
i think that proves something
i'm sleeping better
but not more
so much time
so little to do
no
strike that
in reverse
the problem with sprinting after your dreams
is that you run out of breathe
i'm trying more of a jogging approach now
consistent and...
Read More
just the usually
work on something every day
dive bar hoping on weekends
sometimes a show
trying to cook my own food more
it's cheaper _and_ better
that's just win-win
chicago better win
20 damn years
come'on
i just noticed/realized that there are a crapload of damaged sailboats up for auction in the gulf
very understandable
just never thought about it before
so now i...
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work on something every day
dive bar hoping on weekends
sometimes a show
trying to cook my own food more
it's cheaper _and_ better
that's just win-win
chicago better win
20 damn years
come'on
i just noticed/realized that there are a crapload of damaged sailboats up for auction in the gulf
very understandable
just never thought about it before
so now i...
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kay:
Stay happy...
~cheers
~cheers
here's a question for you:
what is your dangerous idea?
i've just started reading the responses
should be interesting
you know
i honestly can't remember the last time
when i didn't feel like there were roughly 3,684 things i needed to do
that doesn't mean i don't relax sometimes
i just always feel like i haven't earned it
i spent a year trying to escape...
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what is your dangerous idea?
i've just started reading the responses
should be interesting
you know
i honestly can't remember the last time
when i didn't feel like there were roughly 3,684 things i needed to do
that doesn't mean i don't relax sometimes
i just always feel like i haven't earned it
i spent a year trying to escape...
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_tab:
haha! I hope thet worked 
gogo:
it's so damn true.
they ARE the most real.
they ARE the most real.
the end of another year
which always brings contemplation
it shouldn't really
it is just a relatively arbitrary marking of time
which is in itself arbitrary
but it's no accident when the holidays are
right after the solstice
coming out of the dark
a time for renewal
in many cultures
and so we change socially
recommit
repromise
only usually to renig
and once you are...
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which always brings contemplation
it shouldn't really
it is just a relatively arbitrary marking of time
which is in itself arbitrary
but it's no accident when the holidays are
right after the solstice
coming out of the dark
a time for renewal
in many cultures
and so we change socially
recommit
repromise
only usually to renig
and once you are...
Read More
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voxless:
Christmas at my place was more funny than scary. Trust me.
I do like cold weather, I spent 17 years in Alaska. Cold weather gives me a reason to cuddle up with a good book and a blanket.
The bookstore thing requires me to move back to Alaska. I've been gone 10 years and I'm just not sure that's the direction I want to go in especially when I have such an amazing job right night with so many opportunities.
FYI, I find the best way of removing belongings is to move. Everything seems to find its way to the trash...
Nice to meet you also. Happy New Year
I do like cold weather, I spent 17 years in Alaska. Cold weather gives me a reason to cuddle up with a good book and a blanket.
The bookstore thing requires me to move back to Alaska. I've been gone 10 years and I'm just not sure that's the direction I want to go in especially when I have such an amazing job right night with so many opportunities.
FYI, I find the best way of removing belongings is to move. Everything seems to find its way to the trash...
Nice to meet you also. Happy New Year
leira:
i'm on some kind of other side. drugged up, busy as hell and happy, i think. yeah. happy it feels alright.
happy new hair, dear.
it feels alright.
happy new hair, dear.
chicago
for the holidays
message me
if you want
happy holidays!
cheers....
for the holidays
message me
if you want
happy holidays!
cheers....
allura:
You should come to Australia its fun here
beckyjane:
Happy holidays!
i know
i'm boring
code code code
work work work
drink drink drink
smoke smoke smoke
i'm back into music though
and finding some new stuff
which is always good
i want to do
everything in the world
all at once
"pace yourself"
i keep saying
it's not working
i am my own
worst enemy
weekend?
coming soon
anyone
want to party??
cheers....
i'm boring
code code code
work work work
drink drink drink
smoke smoke smoke
i'm back into music though
and finding some new stuff
which is always good
i want to do
everything in the world
all at once
"pace yourself"
i keep saying
it's not working
i am my own
worst enemy
weekend?
coming soon
anyone
want to party??
cheers....
kelland:
"I want to do everyone in the world." That's a line from a NIN song and it reminded me of your entry.
"I am my own worst enemy." How many times have people said that about themselves? Sad that it's almost always true.
"I am my own worst enemy." How many times have people said that about themselves? Sad that it's almost always true.