I don't like things that arent disposable. i like to know that if all my possessions were to suddenly disappear, my life wouldnt end.
i guess occasionally i carry this form of extreme independence a bit too far. two years ago this month i decided to get rid of everything and start from scratch, and i mean everything, girlfriend, friends, job, house, savings, credit, all material possessions that wouldnt fit in one suit case, all gone. the first few months were some of the hardest times in my life, but i did it, it was all gone. i was friendless, homeless and penniless, literally.
then it was time to start again, and i found a way.
so here i am now, with the biggest bank account ive ever had, a good job, friends, and im pretty happy with life and myself. i guess its appropriate that i started this adventure in phoenix (that whole rising from the ashes thing). now, ive come to a point where ive fixed all that i destroyed and its time to say - whats next? being happy and content can get kinda boring. so, now that ive got a few days off, with no responsibility, too much money in my pockets, a few beers in me, and a desire to get into some trouble....lets see what i can fuck with next
cue the evil kitty
i guess occasionally i carry this form of extreme independence a bit too far. two years ago this month i decided to get rid of everything and start from scratch, and i mean everything, girlfriend, friends, job, house, savings, credit, all material possessions that wouldnt fit in one suit case, all gone. the first few months were some of the hardest times in my life, but i did it, it was all gone. i was friendless, homeless and penniless, literally.
then it was time to start again, and i found a way.
so here i am now, with the biggest bank account ive ever had, a good job, friends, and im pretty happy with life and myself. i guess its appropriate that i started this adventure in phoenix (that whole rising from the ashes thing). now, ive come to a point where ive fixed all that i destroyed and its time to say - whats next? being happy and content can get kinda boring. so, now that ive got a few days off, with no responsibility, too much money in my pockets, a few beers in me, and a desire to get into some trouble....lets see what i can fuck with next
cue the evil kitty
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Well - I'm married now - and as you can imagine, this aversion to attatchment has been, shall we say, problematic.
I've been working at giving up my ridiculous level of independance. It ain't easy, and it's spooky - but it's worth it