vhott

i have been absolutly swamped with work , school and martial arts. i some times dont even have time to get on the computer, sad i know(rolling eyes). i am trying to save a relationship rite now but the source of savior rests on the other person's deciions to save him self so we will see what un folds. other than this my life is famuosly wonderful. i could not ask for more besides a story from my oxford boy. love ya baby.

here is some deep stuff for ya.........

" I can listen no longer in silence. i must speak to you by such means as are within my reach. you pierce my soul. i am half agony, half hope. tell me not that i am too late, that such precious feelings are not gone forever. i offer myself to you with a heart more your own that when you broke it years ago. dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an earier death.i have loved none but you.unjust i may have been, weak and resentful i have been, but never inconsistant. you alone are the reason i am here. for you alone i plan.- have you not seen this? can you fail to have understood my wishes?- i have not waited even these days, could i have read your feelings, as i think you must have penetrated mine. i can hardly write. i am every instance hearing something which over powers me. you sink your voice, but i can distinguish the tones of that voice, when they would be lost on others.- too good, too excelent creature! you do us justice indeed. you believe there is true attachment and consitancy among men."