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I hate winter. I'm tiny, so the cold gets to me easily. And the sky seems to always be gray, so I get depressed.

But I do love my friends. And family.

I have so much to do up until Sunday evening. With work, friends, family. Ugh. It's just too much.

Today: work & movies with dad right after, followed by dinner (or maybe dinner first. who knows with him)

Tomorrow: work & party for a friend.

Friday: I took off work, but only to work for free, really. My aunt bought a new house and she said she needed help taking down wallpaper and painting. So I said I'd take off to help. Eh..

Saturday: drive up to Philly around noon or so, hang out for a bit, get ready, out for my friends dinner party for work. Then maybe to another friends party. Depending on how tired/drunk I am.

Sunday: leave Philly early to head home, hang out with mom mostly all day.


Oh well, hopefully next week won't be so bad. I can relax after work and hopefully have a normal sleep schedule. I haven't been sleeping well for some reason. Probably because I have so much on my mind constantly. It's awful.

And I don't want to slip back into my old ways.. but it seems inevitable. It's been clouding my mind a lot lately, and all I want to do is forget about everything.

I'm still waiting for something drastic to happen.