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I don't know what to say, I'm going to keep trying this but it looks like I just can't try and become SG.... my set was deleted today after being in review for nearly two weeks. My hard drive crashed a week ago and I lost all the pictures from that set. They claim that my identification isn't enough or in order. I guess they can't prove I'm a legal resident of the United States? I can't believe that.. I really can't. I was born and raised here, there shouldn't be a question of my residential status.

I gave them a copy of my social security card and my birth certificate but I got an email saying its just not enough and the only set I could give them has now been deleted from their system. And if I still had it... it took me five attempts to upload all forty four pictures one at a time up to this site. I tried and I tried and I.... am depressed. I don't blame SG god no I don't. They're only following the rules and regulations and I can't blame them for that.

But it's apparent that life is telling me to just give this up. I can't afford a membership to this site monthly so when this expires I will be gone or until I can reactivate it again. I can't afford another photographer right now for another set, mine charges 200 dollars and I certainly don't have that. So sorry for not wishing you guys a proper Merry Christmas on the day, I got this email a couple days ago. Thank you for all your kind comments and your support and even bothering to read these blogs. I love you all dearly. I guess I'm just not supposed to be a model. I mean that's obvious. Why else would I have all these troubles? Certainly no one else has. It's not meant to be. Who was I kidding? Myself.

But I would like to add upon retrospect - what gives? I mean really what gives? I gave you all the identification that I had! Sure I don't have tattoos - YES my body shape is entirely WRONG. I get that - I'm underweight and anemic but I look fat - I get that! It's part of my autoimmune disease and I can't HELP that - or that I don't have a complexion - I have tried! I have! I could offer SG so much to make up for it all - I know that I'm an underdog here but I could have brought a LOT to the table. I'm outgoing - I'm motivated, I have creativity like you wouldn't believe - I had dreamed up amazing sets, way better than the one that is now gone quite literally forever. And that set? Was shot by a woman who has NEVER done an SG photoset before - it was her house okay?! It wasn't MY house! So the place was messy and that wasn't MY fault. I didn't think of it! I It was my first time and she assured me she knew exactly what she was doing. ARG I have SO much to offer you people!!!!! .... ahhh *end rant*