Jesus, I haven't updated this in a while. The girl situation is still complicated as hell. I don't know what is going on there, but we're in love and trying to make the best of (now very) long distance. It's so complicated and so interrelated with very pesonal and private things (on her side, I have no qualms about talking about me on here) that...
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I dunno what to tell you guys, I have been very bad lately; playing WAY too my WoW and not doing my homework nearly enough 
. Well...it is getting done, just sloppily. Anyway, I don't have time to write much else, I need to go sleep so I can wake up and do my homework, then play some Warcraft...
. Well...it is getting done, just sloppily. Anyway, I don't have time to write much else, I need to go sleep so I can wake up and do my homework, then play some Warcraft...VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
darkotic:
lol I have WoW but my computer won't handle it. It sucks, i need to upgrade this piece of crap. N' you in college? what are ya studying?
vasilisa:
pfft. sleep is for the weak! x
So it's the new year, and I've started my new classes and I'm back in my big, empty apartment. The good news is that I went to Disneyland yesterday and had a bunch of fun--far too much for just one man The bad news is that I'm right back at it again, both working hard and hardly working. I've never been very good at filling...
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kevdude82:
Good luck with school man and finding someone to go with ya. I've always thought about going to Disneyland, but...it's so far away. Anyway, take it easy.
np33di:
hope disneyland visit was ok. I would really like to go there, but it's so far away 
Anyway, happy new year
Jorge Vicente
Anyway, happy new year
Jorge Vicente
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kevdude82:
Kick some ass in the New Year man. You rule.
Well I managed to get through all of my classes alright, despite worries to the contrary especially in the class I bombed the first midterm and forgot to do my project in (got a B+; I guess I aced the final). Life in San Diego has been nice, though I am somewhat looking forward to being back in my apartment and with some personal space....
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kevdude82:
Congrats on the grade! That's awesome. I'm glad San Diego's treating you well. Take it easy. Peace.
friedhamster:
And I think not doing something because I'm not an Everest experience hiker / mountaineer is fucking stupid.
Given your logic I should just sit on my ass and do nothing, ever, right?
I mean why the heck would I ever go paintballing if I'm not a master and a Pro. Why ever try anything new?
Oh, wait, ok, so you're saying start small then go big right? Hmmm, so yeah cool. I'll just start doing small camping trips and hikes, locally right? Get some experience and then maybe go out of state and you know work my way up? Yeah, awesome. Brilliant.
Sooooo what about the people that go through basic training and boot camp and then get shipped off and within months are seeing combat?
Screw all that. I'm 22 and I'm doing this danger be there as it will be. If you think I'm going into this all gungho and not one bit scared, you're wrong, very very very wrong. I'm scared out of my mind of the unknown and the possibility of death but you know what? I live once. I don't want to tell the children I may have in 10 years or so that when daddy was 22 he was still working at Subway, was a nobody and never did jack. No, sorry, not good enough for me.
I may fail. I may change my mind 2 days into this but you know what? I'm going to start if nothing else.
Given your logic I should just sit on my ass and do nothing, ever, right?
I mean why the heck would I ever go paintballing if I'm not a master and a Pro. Why ever try anything new?
Oh, wait, ok, so you're saying start small then go big right? Hmmm, so yeah cool. I'll just start doing small camping trips and hikes, locally right? Get some experience and then maybe go out of state and you know work my way up? Yeah, awesome. Brilliant.
Sooooo what about the people that go through basic training and boot camp and then get shipped off and within months are seeing combat?
Screw all that. I'm 22 and I'm doing this danger be there as it will be. If you think I'm going into this all gungho and not one bit scared, you're wrong, very very very wrong. I'm scared out of my mind of the unknown and the possibility of death but you know what? I live once. I don't want to tell the children I may have in 10 years or so that when daddy was 22 he was still working at Subway, was a nobody and never did jack. No, sorry, not good enough for me.
I may fail. I may change my mind 2 days into this but you know what? I'm going to start if nothing else.
For whatever reason I was looking back through my blog posts
and I noticed that it's been more than two years since I tried and succeeded to come back to UCSB....
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necia:
I love your story. Luck is a wonderful thing.
And re: your comment--funny, because what I'm doing is fairly closely related to insurance. We'll see how it goes.
And re: your comment--funny, because what I'm doing is fairly closely related to insurance. We'll see how it goes.
thefuckoffkid:
'Fess up. Who's your econ prof?
The true week of finals begins tommorow, I've been spending today meditating in quiet contemplation. I use this meditiation time to sort all of the knowledged I've gathered over the past 10 weeks so that I can better access it when it comes time to put pen to paper. It has worked many times for me before and has turned my mind into a steel...a...
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subrosa:
My dad's an accountant and he makes really good money. Thank goodness. Where are you going to school?
necia:
We're all counting on you. Don't fuck up!
So I really hate drinking, but I really like being drunk. Is there some kind of solution for this? Tasteless alcohol additive? Don't talk to me about beer or those fruity drinks, what a load of crap those are; if I have to put up with booze I prefer to drink it in as concentrated a form as possible. Unfortunately the more often I drink...
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jaylin:
Thank you!!!!
and I totally know how you feel about drinking ... that's why I stick with disgustingly fruity (which you obviously dislike, haha) wine, but in large quantities. When people see you with a glass of wine they think you're classy, but little do they know it's your 7th glass
But most of the time I just don't drink at all.
and I totally know how you feel about drinking ... that's why I stick with disgustingly fruity (which you obviously dislike, haha) wine, but in large quantities. When people see you with a glass of wine they think you're classy, but little do they know it's your 7th glass
But most of the time I just don't drink at all.
kevdude82:
I'd have to say wine is a pretty good way to get buzzed and it's not all that disgusting. I think the more expensive the wine is, the grosser it is. At least that's how it is over here. lol
Maybe you could take up meditation. I think that a lot of people who meditate probably don't drink.
Maybe you could take up meditation. I think that a lot of people who meditate probably don't drink.
I'm starting to get tired of staring at myself every time I'm on here. I think it's nigh time I changed back.
necia:
Ooooh, I like that interpretation.
emotedcreations:
Yeah, that freaks me out. I don't take myself quite as seriously.
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wildswan:
Is that before or after the fifteen hour nap?
jaylin:
Thank you!!!!
and that photo basically described my life.
haha
<3
and that photo basically described my life.
haha
<3
But, yeah, it must be difficult.
hahaha