vespera

Work has been really slow the past few days. I kinda feel like I am going insane. I'm not used to being this slow or broke for that matter. I know if I just get a few appointments everything will turn around and things will get back to normal, but I feel like I can't do anything until I make money. My car battery also died and I don't have the money to get that fixed either.

I need to go food shopping, pay the rest of my rent, get the rest of my vacation situated, I want to go by a Christmas tree, get more protein, but all these things require me to have money.... I know there are people out there who have it worse than me, so I shouldn't really complain.

I just feel kind of alone right now. I feel like my boyfriend is looking down on me. But I am trying, it's not my fault I haven't had a single client in 3 days. I really just want to go hide and I really just want to give up.