Ever since the "wallet event" I have been having some crazy mood swings. I hate that I take on other peoples shit and it effects me so much. I feel like I need to be medicated or somthing. So I have tried to "zip" myself up and not let things bother me and ever since I did that I feel disconnected and and bitchy. Ugh..........
But on another note work has picked up a little and I'm trying to really plan for Mexico. I need something to look forward to if i am going to get through the next couple of months. I hate feeling this way, everything was so great and now blah. What sucks even more is I have had my bed up here for 3 nights and I haven't really been able to enjoy it. And I have had to go to sleep the past 3 night without a kiss
But on another note work has picked up a little and I'm trying to really plan for Mexico. I need something to look forward to if i am going to get through the next couple of months. I hate feeling this way, everything was so great and now blah. What sucks even more is I have had my bed up here for 3 nights and I haven't really been able to enjoy it. And I have had to go to sleep the past 3 night without a kiss