vespera

Is really tired of all ths bullshit.

Work has been really slow the past few days. I kinda feel like I am going insane. I'm not used to being this slow or broke for that matter. I know if I just get a few appointments everything will turn around and things will get back to normal, but I feel like I can't do anything until I make money. My car battery also...
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Nothing super extravagant going on in my world. Well, except that we booked our trip for Mexico in January. Can't wait.

So after a week from hell last week, things have been pretty good. Starting to feel normal and getting things back to where they are supposed to be. Been talking alot about buying a house or a day spa. Would be nice to own something and focus all my energy into something new. I've been feeling kinda borded lately, so it's a great way to...
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Well if that wasn't one of the worst days and nights, I don't know what is....

Had a wondeful night with my love. Went and saw his son and then went to a new Italian place for dinner. Things have been pretty good recently, hoping they are going to stay this way for a bit. I don't like feeling uncomfortable.

Still have a little bit of my cold left. Dam thing just doesn't want to leave. But at least I feel...
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How is it that i have another cold. Damnit!

Sooooo excited. My set is up on the front page!!!!!!!!

Went to the trainer yesterday... Ugh, I am so sore today and have no energy. But I went for about a half hour today. Just so I could say I went and I sucked it up, even if it wasn't for very long.

Set in a 2nd photo set and it got rejected I wasn't really that fond of it, but I set in in...
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Ever since the "wallet event" I have been having some crazy mood swings. I hate that I take on other peoples shit and it effects me so much. I feel like I need to be medicated or somthing. So I have tried to "zip" myself up and not let things bother me and ever since I did that I feel disconnected and and bitchy. Ugh.............
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