Well it's been a quiet week, back to work at the office.
I daydream of working with young people, having a funny moment or two. Instead I feel abandoned every morning to "The Tower." My only human contact are people on the other end of the phone AND 2 middle aged+ women who will go to work even if they are on their death bed.
One had the nerve to ask me why I've been sick so much (maybe if people would stay home with a fever- i thought to myself). Now I'm not sick... but instead got this neck and shoulder blade spasm that I can't seem to shake, for over a week.
I daydream about singing in a band, dancing around on stage, wondering what can I do to make it a reality.
Then a friend of mine wants me to sell all natural makeup and skin care products. Having my own business does sound very appealing. But this is not a life long dream, marketing a skin care line - that neither myself or my friends can afford. LOL
I REALLY want to paint and decorate! ! That is my dream.
Really sad that I live across the street from Phoenix College, and should have attended for the past 2 or 3 years to get my intererior design degree. Or a least should have started as soon as we moved into this house (April 2004).
ho hum
I'm not sure but we may move to California later this year;
& then we talk about moving back to Chicago. hmmm
It's funny, there are so many possibilities,
and so many choices -
it's hard to know where one should start:
how to plan
what to do
where to go.
Everything sounds better than where I am now.
Except of course, this rather un usual house we rent that is only 3 minutes from my (unhappy) job. LOL
Oh the ironies just layer on top of each other. *giggle*
And I have to somehow make sense of it all. HELP!
And a solution that makes us BOTH happy.
If you have made it through this rambling, I congratulate you. It is a rare moment to be inside the Vickie's mind.
Oh by the way, belly dancing is terrific...
Who knows maybe this is a path that will lead me to greater and happier things (more confusion )
Hugs & Kisses
Vickie
I daydream of working with young people, having a funny moment or two. Instead I feel abandoned every morning to "The Tower." My only human contact are people on the other end of the phone AND 2 middle aged+ women who will go to work even if they are on their death bed.
One had the nerve to ask me why I've been sick so much (maybe if people would stay home with a fever- i thought to myself). Now I'm not sick... but instead got this neck and shoulder blade spasm that I can't seem to shake, for over a week.
I daydream about singing in a band, dancing around on stage, wondering what can I do to make it a reality.
Then a friend of mine wants me to sell all natural makeup and skin care products. Having my own business does sound very appealing. But this is not a life long dream, marketing a skin care line - that neither myself or my friends can afford. LOL
I REALLY want to paint and decorate! ! That is my dream.
Really sad that I live across the street from Phoenix College, and should have attended for the past 2 or 3 years to get my intererior design degree. Or a least should have started as soon as we moved into this house (April 2004).
ho hum
I'm not sure but we may move to California later this year;
& then we talk about moving back to Chicago. hmmm
It's funny, there are so many possibilities,
and so many choices -
it's hard to know where one should start:
how to plan
what to do
where to go.
Everything sounds better than where I am now.
Except of course, this rather un usual house we rent that is only 3 minutes from my (unhappy) job. LOL
Oh the ironies just layer on top of each other. *giggle*
And I have to somehow make sense of it all. HELP!
And a solution that makes us BOTH happy.
If you have made it through this rambling, I congratulate you. It is a rare moment to be inside the Vickie's mind.
Oh by the way, belly dancing is terrific...
Who knows maybe this is a path that will lead me to greater and happier things (more confusion )
Hugs & Kisses
Vickie
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funny funny funny... or not.
heh.