This is kind of a confession of sorts. I had not kept it very well known that for the first time in my life I was getting kind of chubby. My torso was getting kind of gross looking and I dreaded having my shirt off. I did even moreso when I had to be shirtless in front of any girls and especially when sitting down.
Now bear in mind that I would not admit it if it was still that bad. However over the last month and a half I have lost 12 pounds. I still need to lose about another 10 or perhaps another 12 but I no longer look gross in the torso area. I wouldn't say I am looking hot either in the torso area but no longer gross. I am still steadily losing weight but it's really hard and I really hate it. I mean oh god I hate it. I am on a pretty strict eating schedule, I bike 8 miles one day and 2 the next and I repeat that and steam myself making myself sweat profusely for about 45 minutes before bathing each day. Oh and I am also on all natural diet pills along with this stuff I sprinkle on pastas when I VERY rarely eat them.
I tell you it sucks so much and I really wish I could quit but I can't even think about easing up even a little till I lose the rest of the weight. I mean hell, I can almost wear skin tight clothes again without being self conscious and I think that is great. Plus my face looks thin again and I have my ass back which is definitely a plus.
Now bear in mind that I would not admit it if it was still that bad. However over the last month and a half I have lost 12 pounds. I still need to lose about another 10 or perhaps another 12 but I no longer look gross in the torso area. I wouldn't say I am looking hot either in the torso area but no longer gross. I am still steadily losing weight but it's really hard and I really hate it. I mean oh god I hate it. I am on a pretty strict eating schedule, I bike 8 miles one day and 2 the next and I repeat that and steam myself making myself sweat profusely for about 45 minutes before bathing each day. Oh and I am also on all natural diet pills along with this stuff I sprinkle on pastas when I VERY rarely eat them.
I tell you it sucks so much and I really wish I could quit but I can't even think about easing up even a little till I lose the rest of the weight. I mean hell, I can almost wear skin tight clothes again without being self conscious and I think that is great. Plus my face looks thin again and I have my ass back which is definitely a plus.
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I'm convinced Coke will kill you and your complexion slowly. It's a conspiracy...I've been to the World of Coke in Atlanta and it reminded me of the Emerald City with an evil genius at the helm!
If you can go to pilates you should try to go. As goofy as it sounds after that one class of Yoga I was extremely relaxed. At least I learned how to controll my breathing. Besides, those classes are decent places to meet people
Sorry for the late post...I tend to have insomnia a lot.