OK listening to some Rancid right now, love the band they are one of the bands that originally got me into punk. Recentally i've been shopping at Old Navy and i kinda hate myself for it, but for 40 bucks i got a winter coat and 2 pairs of pants, where if i went to Hot Topic i would have spent $40+ on a single pair of pants. I don't really know where i'm going with this, Only thing i know is that its been bothering me cause its like im betraying myself. Hold on i need to change cds.
Ok i guess where i was going with that is i fell like i'm becoming something i'm not, and i'm the last person i know who would pretend to be sometime they aren't to gain acceptance. I guess i just don't know whats wrong with myself. I just fell like the couple friends i have are starting to abandon me and that i'm getting left behind and it sucks. I just want to run away to get to a better place where things aren't so hard and life isn't so complicated, but i know that place doesn't exist. Fuck it im gettin' sick of typing, i'll talk more about this later. I need breakfast and cigarettes, so Laters.
Ok i guess where i was going with that is i fell like i'm becoming something i'm not, and i'm the last person i know who would pretend to be sometime they aren't to gain acceptance. I guess i just don't know whats wrong with myself. I just fell like the couple friends i have are starting to abandon me and that i'm getting left behind and it sucks. I just want to run away to get to a better place where things aren't so hard and life isn't so complicated, but i know that place doesn't exist. Fuck it im gettin' sick of typing, i'll talk more about this later. I need breakfast and cigarettes, so Laters.
jj_r0x0rz:
hehehe yea i was kinda pissed off and sad...