Ok, getting sycked for the DKM concert,right now i'm listening to Die or Die, next in my streo is Blackout, followed by The Gang's All Here. when i go out for a smoke i got Sing Loud Sing Proud in my discman. Some thing odd is when The GAng's All Here came out people hated DKM because of Al Barr, this was my first DKM cd and i instantally fell in love with it. Once Sing Loud came out people were all like Al Barr is fucking awesome, what idiots. hehehe.
Yesterday was a weird. I started to think of the 3 girls who ripped my heart out and stompped on it in highschool. The bad thing is no matter what i did i could stop thinking about them, really sucked. nI still remained friends with them afterwards i don't really know why.
Frist one was a girl named Lauren, when i meet her Freshman yearshe was wearing overalls with an Eevee form Pokemon in the front pocket. I tried to be cool and asked what she was gonna evolve her eevee into(I thought i was cool becuase i watched Pokemon). We became good friends, and come Sophmore year i decided that i wanted to be more than friends. She said she would either go out with me of my friend Chuck. Ofcorse i get my hopes up because this will be my first girlfriend. Come like 2 days later she sits there laughing at me all day and says she will tell me at the end of the day. So i continue with my day as normal, ink up a printing press, get it runningand do like 3 jobs. After that the day is nearly over and Lauren approuches me and tells me she is going out with Chuck, and that Chuck is scared to death that i'm gonna kill him. Oh yea first she asks me if i'm the jealous type,being dumb as i was back then i had no clue what she was talking about, so i anwsered No. So i get this news and try to disregaurd it as i clean the press, wash up and get rteady to go home. I do fine till i get on the bus which is like 45minute ride. I stop thinking clearly so i listen to music, then i start breathing very deeply, i start thinking to myself this isn't good. I feel adreniline flowing thought my veins and all the years of supressed rage coming out. I finally get home and throw my bag and coat on the front stairs as a walk off into the wood. I don't remember how far up i went but it was far where no one could see me. I tok all my anger out on a tree which is a good thing because had someone said the wrong thing i would be in jail, never had i been that angry. after about 30 minutes of sluging it out with a tree i start to calm down, regain sane thoughts and breath normally. My hands are bright red and pretty swolled, i thought i broke my right hand because i couldn't move it for like half an hour. when i finally came back home i ate something and went to bed. I am so happy that i have never got angry like that ever again. The only problem was the fact that i was always paired up with Lauren in shop, and it just made for odd feeling curcamstances. I wish she would have just said no to me it would have made things a lot easier on me.
Yea i thinks thats enough of that. But thats not what pissed me off yesterday. I always bring my discman out with me so i can listen to music while i smoke, i can't smoke in the house. Now i dropped this thing what must be several hundred times and nothing bad has ever happened. Yup you guessed it i dropped it and the center of my Streetlight Manifesto cd broke so it won't balence on the motor piece. several little pieces of plastic were in my hand. I just have a bad feeling about breaking a ska cd, there has gotta be some kind of curse on that, i'll let you know as soon as it happens.
Well not much more to say unless you wanna hear about the other girls, just ask i'll speak.
Ok i'll bring a camera and a lot of money to the concert, ill be sure to take plenty of pictures and fill you in about all the fun things at the concert. I know im gonna wear one of pairs of red plaid pants, chains, prolly a flogging molly shirt(only cause i think its kinda tacky to were the shirt of the band you are going to see), and of corse my spiked coat with safety pinned patchs all over it. They aren't gonna let me in the door. LOL Ok guess thats that.
Signed,
Some dumb 20 year old punk who can't get a girlfriend.
Yesterday was a weird. I started to think of the 3 girls who ripped my heart out and stompped on it in highschool. The bad thing is no matter what i did i could stop thinking about them, really sucked. nI still remained friends with them afterwards i don't really know why.
Frist one was a girl named Lauren, when i meet her Freshman yearshe was wearing overalls with an Eevee form Pokemon in the front pocket. I tried to be cool and asked what she was gonna evolve her eevee into(I thought i was cool becuase i watched Pokemon). We became good friends, and come Sophmore year i decided that i wanted to be more than friends. She said she would either go out with me of my friend Chuck. Ofcorse i get my hopes up because this will be my first girlfriend. Come like 2 days later she sits there laughing at me all day and says she will tell me at the end of the day. So i continue with my day as normal, ink up a printing press, get it runningand do like 3 jobs. After that the day is nearly over and Lauren approuches me and tells me she is going out with Chuck, and that Chuck is scared to death that i'm gonna kill him. Oh yea first she asks me if i'm the jealous type,being dumb as i was back then i had no clue what she was talking about, so i anwsered No. So i get this news and try to disregaurd it as i clean the press, wash up and get rteady to go home. I do fine till i get on the bus which is like 45minute ride. I stop thinking clearly so i listen to music, then i start breathing very deeply, i start thinking to myself this isn't good. I feel adreniline flowing thought my veins and all the years of supressed rage coming out. I finally get home and throw my bag and coat on the front stairs as a walk off into the wood. I don't remember how far up i went but it was far where no one could see me. I tok all my anger out on a tree which is a good thing because had someone said the wrong thing i would be in jail, never had i been that angry. after about 30 minutes of sluging it out with a tree i start to calm down, regain sane thoughts and breath normally. My hands are bright red and pretty swolled, i thought i broke my right hand because i couldn't move it for like half an hour. when i finally came back home i ate something and went to bed. I am so happy that i have never got angry like that ever again. The only problem was the fact that i was always paired up with Lauren in shop, and it just made for odd feeling curcamstances. I wish she would have just said no to me it would have made things a lot easier on me.
Yea i thinks thats enough of that. But thats not what pissed me off yesterday. I always bring my discman out with me so i can listen to music while i smoke, i can't smoke in the house. Now i dropped this thing what must be several hundred times and nothing bad has ever happened. Yup you guessed it i dropped it and the center of my Streetlight Manifesto cd broke so it won't balence on the motor piece. several little pieces of plastic were in my hand. I just have a bad feeling about breaking a ska cd, there has gotta be some kind of curse on that, i'll let you know as soon as it happens.
Well not much more to say unless you wanna hear about the other girls, just ask i'll speak.
Ok i'll bring a camera and a lot of money to the concert, ill be sure to take plenty of pictures and fill you in about all the fun things at the concert. I know im gonna wear one of pairs of red plaid pants, chains, prolly a flogging molly shirt(only cause i think its kinda tacky to were the shirt of the band you are going to see), and of corse my spiked coat with safety pinned patchs all over it. They aren't gonna let me in the door. LOL Ok guess thats that.
Signed,
Some dumb 20 year old punk who can't get a girlfriend.
hehe I'll be your spiked coat lol hahaha sorry had to say it!
hey get me a souvenir at the show! and stuffs ..is it ok if i send you snail mail? just leave me a message with yer addy in it
hmmm yes i think i know what to give you as your prize hehehe so um if you would like to send me your addy that would be kewl
~>yer little azn mohican grrl Jay