they taught the fruit how to eat itself
it's been days since i've been able to write. it's been days since i've been able to sleep. i wake up every hour with my heart pounding and the certainty that someone is in the room and laughing at me..
the car was behind me all the way to the metro this morning and actually followed me...
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it's been days since i've been able to write. it's been days since i've been able to sleep. i wake up every hour with my heart pounding and the certainty that someone is in the room and laughing at me..
the car was behind me all the way to the metro this morning and actually followed me...
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Quolo got excited today, though he said he's not sure why. All the other people (all 3) in the corporate startup were excited because they reached a milestone, so along with the herd, quolo got excited, too.
Quolo wonders about this idea of milestones. It's just a construct - something people made up to give meaning to something that, otherwise, would probably just be chalked...
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Quolo wonders about this idea of milestones. It's just a construct - something people made up to give meaning to something that, otherwise, would probably just be chalked...
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i greet you from the other side of sorrow and despair
had a terrible night last night. terrible nightmares about being trapped on the wet side of six inches of water almost drowning for hours. the oddest part was i knew i was dreaming but i couldn't make myself wake up.. i had the odd sensation that i was being KEPT from waking up but...
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had a terrible night last night. terrible nightmares about being trapped on the wet side of six inches of water almost drowning for hours. the oddest part was i knew i was dreaming but i couldn't make myself wake up.. i had the odd sensation that i was being KEPT from waking up but...
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here comes the rain again
i feel like shit today. usually i can't help rising to the bait when bill starts fucking with me, today i just let it pass over me. i just can't seem to make myself give a shit about anything today. everything seems hollow and purposeless. i drove home on muscle memory.
that car with the tinted windshield was with me...
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i feel like shit today. usually i can't help rising to the bait when bill starts fucking with me, today i just let it pass over me. i just can't seem to make myself give a shit about anything today. everything seems hollow and purposeless. i drove home on muscle memory.
that car with the tinted windshield was with me...
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"If the man is watching you, who is watching the man?"
Quolo, tend your garden. He's definitely out of his depth today. Tasked with finding "investigators" to look into all his future bosses, quolo learned a few things about an industry heretofore unbeknownst to him - the place where retired Feds and bad cops make a living - sanctioned spying.
The Bondlike cloak and dagger...
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Quolo, tend your garden. He's definitely out of his depth today. Tasked with finding "investigators" to look into all his future bosses, quolo learned a few things about an industry heretofore unbeknownst to him - the place where retired Feds and bad cops make a living - sanctioned spying.
The Bondlike cloak and dagger...
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watch out, the world's behind you
today, during the planning meeting, bill gave me the finger under the table in the big conference room, i didn't see him do it but that mocking little smirk on his face says it all. needling little prick. why can't i get along with anyone? today everyone skipped out to lunch while i was on a phone call... again....
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today, during the planning meeting, bill gave me the finger under the table in the big conference room, i didn't see him do it but that mocking little smirk on his face says it all. needling little prick. why can't i get along with anyone? today everyone skipped out to lunch while i was on a phone call... again....
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Today quolo addressed the dichotomy of his own awesomeness and the more boring elements of the corporate machine. As he would learn, there's nothing more boring than software salesmen, yet nothing so day-altering as wearing an entirely new genre of incorrectly-sized underwear.
When your thighs throb with juicy muscleflesh, the one-size fits all mentality of the boxerbrief is a dangerous occupation indeed.
And just look...
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When your thighs throb with juicy muscleflesh, the one-size fits all mentality of the boxerbrief is a dangerous occupation indeed.
And just look...
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if anyone happens to read this perhaps you can explain this blog phenomenon to me...
from my point of view there's no value in parading the intimate details (be they tender or mundane) of your life before the eyes of strangers.... it's often boring, always self-concerned, and rarely comes off as sincere. there are infinite opportunities to wallow in your own self-indulgent fantasies and sense...
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from my point of view there's no value in parading the intimate details (be they tender or mundane) of your life before the eyes of strangers.... it's often boring, always self-concerned, and rarely comes off as sincere. there are infinite opportunities to wallow in your own self-indulgent fantasies and sense...
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blondiecapone:
That sounds like alot of fun...fictional journal. Can I start you off???? 
vermicious:
go for it :-)
I'm really not any good at this journal crap... it feels to much like public masturbation.... and it's not like I have anyone tuning in for the latest or anything..
guess i'll just let it go until i have something i want to share with people i'll never meet
guess i'll just let it go until i have something i want to share with people i'll never meet
oh man, I so don't want to go back to work. not sure what the problem is but the closer i get to starting a new job the more anxiety i feel...
i just don't feel up to all of the hoop jumping social pretense that inevitably goes along with any job... why does making the boss feel better about him/herself have to be an...
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i just don't feel up to all of the hoop jumping social pretense that inevitably goes along with any job... why does making the boss feel better about him/herself have to be an...
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ah, piece work -- a boon right now because i'm unemployed... a boon the rest of the time because i can use the extra scratch to buy stuff i otherwise couldn't afford ;-)
the particular piece work in this case is for a court reporting firm with whom i have a long association and friendship
maybe while i'm there the offer will come in for...
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the particular piece work in this case is for a court reporting firm with whom i have a long association and friendship
maybe while i'm there the offer will come in for...
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dammit! i'm friggin' sick again! i get four days of respite and then i get something that feels like strep