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Ok, my intensely voyeristic phase of the previous few days since my last post have ended, and I am ready to update my profile in a more responsible manner. It was weird for a little while because I had no desire to do anything but peruse (sp?) the boards and profiles, but not post.

So...I have really had the hands down most weird summer of my life! I have worked two jobs and I really believe that it sucked the goddam life outta me! I am so uninspired and have never been more lame in terms of hanging out with people. I truly think that if school wasn't starting soon that I would become the LAMEST PERSON ALIVE!! So thanks school!

I am also thinking that I have become turned off to everyone. I cannot seem to find myself attracted to cute boys, and am finding myself all weird when it comes to talking to cuties. I act like I did in high school, and this is really scaring me. Have I reverted to being some awkward little girl. And whenever I find myself with someone that I think is cute and there is the opportunity for making out...I freak out and it becomes awkward! What the fuck?? I just want school to start so that I can begin to get outta the house and away from work. I must regain my personality!

And that is all for right now.

-sarah