verdegris

Well Im sitting here
Wondering where to start
Wish you didnt
Still have my heart
I miss you most
Crack of dawn, fall of night
Can still feel your presence
Lingering just out of sight

Wish it hadnt
Ended this way
So much I hoped to do
So much I had to say
You touched me as
No one before
Yet I couldnt stop
Your walk out the door
Ive never begged
Always walk away
Yet not to lose you
All pride I would pay
Maybe someday I will
Find a way to forgive
Losing the person I love
Who reminded me to live

A future without you
Never wanted to see
Reality set in
The relationship is just me

Such sadness
Such loss
Yes Im still whining
Here on my cross
I will always remember
Well try not to forget
Guess I still ramble
No cure for that yet
Though a cure I did find
For the endless heartache
All the silly rhyming
Caused a massive headache

Time to stop lingering
Time to let go
Im embarrassed Ive put on
Such a pitiful show
So many words in parting were there
Good night, sweet dreams, have a great day
I hoped and I prayed that never would come
This time when all there remained to say
Good-bye