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I spent two wonderful days with my cousin, she arrived in the afternoon and we started to try the clothes and hairstyles for the night... many, many changes but.. we stay classic white t-shirt, shorts and converse
after dinner we went to the beach to smoke marijuana and we waited for the bus that take us to the disco ... but of course we had a bottle of wine with us! ( Il san Crispino... si italiani .. voi potete insultarmi....)
but we did not need it because the bus was full of guys with smoking and alcohol ... so we was a bit drunk before entering the disco...
there was a boy that was the operator of the bus and I know him a bit cause I had already seen sometimes at the disco ... he's daniel ... is cute (then 21 years old and I love younger boys ... even a few years) .. and he started to flirt with us, but especially with me ...he offer me a drink .... lean on me .. I was going mad ... : blush: he was cute and sweet at the same time .. but I have the boy and you know how it's difficult in this situation.. I hate being in certain situations .. also because my boyfriend and I had a little fight the days before and he was away on business that weekend.. we were a bit short in a crisis and then comes daniel so sweet and cute ... but I resisted and when things start to getting worste and become even more dangerous I run away ...and gone to dance a bit on my own ...
then I found my friends and we danced like crazy the worst music from 80's to today .... the best of trash!
then I also made a boy cry (the one that gave me the shirt of his team ..) because he likes me and I had forgotten him that night ... I was shocked ... I was so depressed that I went to look for daniel ... but I don't found him ... then they put " korn make me bad " in the rock room....and I immediately felt better!
It was the five in the morning and we were outside.. in the garden of the disco... it was the sunrise .. is wonderful to be in a disco and see the light of day, however, is too annoying ... I finally found daniel ... took me by the hand and was always with me on the bus .... aaaaah okay ..
We sleep a few hours because we had lunch and then straight to the sea ...and I see Daniel !... ah this guy haunts me .. but he greeted me we talked it was nice ... and then my cousin he has returned to his home, unfortunately .. and I came back a bit sad ..

then my boy ..... Sunday wanted to know if I had a good night if I had behaved well... if we were still in crisis ... I know he loves me and cares for me .. but I was really pissed off .. when he came back from business trip .. we met again .. it was weird .. and did not go well ... We still fight for other fucking days .. Then I started to think a bit and try to get closer to him ...
Yesterday evening he took a fantastic marijuana and we laughed all night .. in short, things are getting better and eventually everything will come on ..

at work always fight .... the son of my boss insults me when is mad... saying I do not understand anything .. but I work for about four months with them and then in June will be my last working month
so I don't want stress ... I'm going to work with the anxiety ... but I need a bit of money still in the hospital as the situation is a bit stuck ... I am exhausted .. I want the job for which I studied ... but in this country ... there are many possibilities ..

I went to my uncles's house at lunch as every Thursday .. there were my grandparents .. and unfortunately we have argued .. I and my grandfather ... I didn't want that but it began to come up with speeches that made me angry ... he's angry if you do not call him if you don't go to his house ... but never thinks about it for me ... I started to hold back the tears but he did nothing .. the others wanted to calm the situation but it was very tense .. I finally went away very sad and he was still offended greeted me coldly .. I'm very sad about it because it would be able to speak no more... is so proud ... but that's normal... we have the same blood and a good temper ...

after dinner.... I go out with a friend of mine... it was his birthday so we wait the midnight.... after that I go out with Daniel.... it was late but we didn't care... we went to the sea... we talked a lot.... he was so nice.. we stayed until four together.. but today in hospital..... i was exhausted damn....