argh.
I ran away. Then I came back. Should've known things wouldn't be the same.
Is that bad? Not necessarily. I shouldn't have run in the first place, but what can I say? My wounds are still fresh.
Let it go, let it go.
Stand still in a river and it just rushes all around you, past you. Swim against it and it will kick your ass eventually, or make you stronger. I guess sometimes you have to get your ass kicked in order to become stronger.
Jump on my train, jump off of it, it can't matter to me now. I still need to be me. But "me" is changing.
I wish I could just close my heart but I realize that's fucking impossible.
Can't understand it until you've walked a mile in my shoes, but I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
But, again, let it go, let it go.
Maybe the next time I run, it won't be away, but towards instead.
Just don't forget me okay?
I ran away. Then I came back. Should've known things wouldn't be the same.
Is that bad? Not necessarily. I shouldn't have run in the first place, but what can I say? My wounds are still fresh.
Let it go, let it go.
Stand still in a river and it just rushes all around you, past you. Swim against it and it will kick your ass eventually, or make you stronger. I guess sometimes you have to get your ass kicked in order to become stronger.
Jump on my train, jump off of it, it can't matter to me now. I still need to be me. But "me" is changing.
I wish I could just close my heart but I realize that's fucking impossible.
Can't understand it until you've walked a mile in my shoes, but I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
But, again, let it go, let it go.
Maybe the next time I run, it won't be away, but towards instead.
Just don't forget me okay?
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perhaps?