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It's been quite a while, huh?

I must admit that even if I have been really busy with my studies and work there are other reasons for my unactivity on the site. Like my ideas about aesthetics and challenging the beauty standards - the very reasons I became a suicidegirl. This site has changed a lot since I had my first set live and I'm not sure if I like the new style. I'm not telling that my views are any better - they are just different. It's like when I'm leafing trough magazines like playboy, they appear as weird anthropological artifacts to me, I really can't get into the heads of people preferring that kind of imagery. And when it comes to this site, I can tell you I'm not a great fan of airbrushing sets nor do I like portraying women as young girls - they are maybe the most unchallenging things you can do when you are trying to "change the beaty standards".

Since this isn't my site I've been thinking whether to try to change the site from inside, id est, shoot sets from my point of view or should I just retire. I got some of my answers when two of the sets I shot, Korento's Ordeal by roses and Miranda's Heavenly Creature got rejected - I guess I'm not shooting the sets staff wants. I thought that maybe I'm just clinging to the past and the new wider audience wants other kinds of sets. So I was quite surprised to log in after Miranda had posted her set and read all the positive feedback we got - maybe I'm not the only one longing for good ol' times

So, here are some of my favourites from Miranda's Heavenly Creature











- leave a comment if you liked it

and from Korento's Ordeal by Roses











it's also waiting for your comments

Maybe next time I'll post a proper entry but now I'll have to go to level my mage. Until then,



PS This isn't one of those "please comment my set!!111++" posts, I just thought to share my thoughts behind my unactivity on the site (though I would love to have new sets from both of my favourite ladies, either by me or Cherry.)