venal_polish

Straight people don't know, what your about
They put you down and shut you out
you gave to me a new belief
and soon the world will love you sweet leaf

Haha.

Just imagine that riff churning after the verse!

urm just everything.... my grandmother hqaving breast cancer... I sat with her inthe hospital all day yesterday and it just brought me back to when my dad was so sick... my dad was in hospital for almost 3 years on and off with varying health issues... the last one being aeosophagus cancer... I'm overworked totally stressed... I havent earnt more than $250 a week for the past 2 months.... I'm in debt up to my eyeballs... my boyfriend is going totally broke supporting me... I'm $2500 in debt to my friends and my boyfriend....

Icant afford to eat at the moemnt let alone pay rent... my mother has 2 operations that she has to get done in the next 6 months.... it was my brothers 11th birthday last week which freaked me out...

its just LIFE you know...

fucking life SHIT that drives me up the wall....

Ive gotta go.. i'm going to go and sit with my nan today... hopefully she can get out ... but we dont know whether she is going to need chemo yet or a double radical mastectomy....

I'm just tired... tired and cranky.... and I cant remember anything at the moment I have anxiety amnesia which gives me more anxiety cause I know I need to be doing something and I'm so busy at the moment but I dont know what Ihave to do.. so I just ru naround in this daze freaking out cause people call me and go.. you were supposed to do this ... or you were supposed to that blah blah blah

anyway....