venal_polish

seems my coital exploits have always been tainted by controversialitybeing the eternal instrument of others infidelity isnt as great a role as it soundssuch exploits make for great stories but they certainly dont do much for my moral standing, integrity or self-image for that matter im amazed that I havent pissed off & instilled profound distrust in as many people as I probably should havealthough more often than not I am the instrument, not the instigator (this perspective sort of absolves me of some sinfull responsibility*sort of*)absolvent or non-absolventim still just a fuckin prop and that messes with my seretonin release & makes for one profoundly lonely little chump<till the birds come out while the boyfriend lies just inches away in a passed-out drunken stupor>maybe I will persue a life of celibate reclusivity in the scottish highlands somewhere with a pack of wolves and a vulture to perch upon my shouldergouge out my eyes & tie up my hands then die lonely and be forgottenoh the drama

ppl always pay out helmet but i think theyr rockn...if not seriously lacking in the vocal/lyric department...rr