venal_polish

holy hell i feel like...hell. i can barely walk... i woke up yesterday to find my whole body entombed in a terrible fever...and every part of my body throbbing & aching...my head is so sore i can hardly keep my eyes open...even my womb is aching for chrissake...my chest and throat...feel like im going to pass out evrytime i cough. moan...havnt left this room for...
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stupidest most lamest shittest awful day ever. because it was like evry othr boring miserable shit day. went back to rmit. caned teh shit out of everyone with uni results... cant believe it...
surely that shldve made the day better...altho i think id rather be a self indulgent, narcissistic poet, or a reclusive tortured artist/scupltur (sp?) or a superfucknwikkedasscaningrockstar rather than a
boring (albeit ass-caning)...
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...back in the can (berra)...
...dreads died black...
...cat on my lap...
...wierd to be back...

sister told me i looked like avril lavigne...
a comment which prompted me to induce vomiting...
and change clothes...

kudos to derek & mikhail....getting comments is like
getting presents...im a puttin you on my list ...

have heard great things abt tote...when im back in
melbs ill seek it...
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sick of my own words...a journal is
suggested... so here are someone elses:

"the oily landscape, moulded above my bones, wipes the shit out of the air; catches it in my pores. eyes crawl over my back, the hairs, the heat, the fingers. feeling for a head. the morbid movements of the night, the fingers masturbating ideas. these eyes, these breasts, this voice."

achsully their...
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