so once again i'm on the job hunt. this time should be interesting, as i actually am pretty desperate... the excitement of possibly running out of money at any moment is really quite thrilling. i can't explain it, i just like the idea of a ticking clock.
i think i'm sleeping longer. i can't really tell, since i haven't honestly looked at a clock in weeks, and the egg timer that's currently counting down 'till my dinner is done doesn't count.
drinking perrier on the steps to my building in the late afternoon sun has become a hobby of mine. it wasn't as interesting before without all the college kids, but now it's wonderful. i look out on a sea of changing faces. some days i notice a few who i've seen before, and they've changed considerably since. this is what i miss about school the most... the ability and will to radically change yourself overnight. every day, assume a new persona. we cease to have that luxury once the bills start coming in. for us, change becomes a slower process. i'm not saying that this difference is bad, though. certainly, we now taste wine before we swollow.
i think i'm sleeping longer. i can't really tell, since i haven't honestly looked at a clock in weeks, and the egg timer that's currently counting down 'till my dinner is done doesn't count.
drinking perrier on the steps to my building in the late afternoon sun has become a hobby of mine. it wasn't as interesting before without all the college kids, but now it's wonderful. i look out on a sea of changing faces. some days i notice a few who i've seen before, and they've changed considerably since. this is what i miss about school the most... the ability and will to radically change yourself overnight. every day, assume a new persona. we cease to have that luxury once the bills start coming in. for us, change becomes a slower process. i'm not saying that this difference is bad, though. certainly, we now taste wine before we swollow.