I just phoned male. All good. We are going to catch up and probably have a few dates..... even though we have known each other 14 years. It's insane TBh and I am terrified. He has all but declared his love for me.
Then..... minutes later..... another guy friend in the same circle ASKS ME OUT!!!!!!!!!! NOOO SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!
I think he meant a date. We always hang out, but, I need to stipulate, this is not gonna be date.... and I am going to struggle to tell him I am embarking on something with someone else....... with THAT GUY !
WHAT THE FUCK universe???!!! This isn't fuckin funny............ It is flattering but not funny. I don't want to hurt either of these fabulous guys. I can't even tell one or the other about the intent with the other, (if that makes sense). NOTHING on any level has ever happened between me or either. Not even a kiss. Not even !
****stunned look****
Fuck this I am looking for sleep. Tomorrow has the potential to be a bit average.........for many reasons. But I will sail through it. I always do.
Velv.
xxx
(think yourselves lucky u get kisses!)
:)
