On the drive home tonight I did alot of thinking. For so many years I've based my life around Fate, and what Fate may bring into my life.... Not anymore. I had always believed that things were meant to happen, and that Fate played a big role in how things were supposed to turn out. Again... not anymore.
I'm tired of rolling over for Fate. Fate is nothing more then a personal beliefe that somethings were meant to be, and for some, thats fine if they want to believe that things are preordained to happen a certain way. Never again will I roll over and say, "If it was fate, then it will work out."
Fuck that... I'm in the drivers seat now, not some excuse... some gamble. If I was something to happen, then I'll make it happen. I'm not going to just let things boil over and cover my head, waiting to see what "Fate" has in the bag this time around... I'm moving on with MY life... eyes wide open, and looking straight ahead. No, I have no fucking clue what tomorrow is going to bring, but I'll be damned if it's already been planned out for me. I'm making the calls now, and thats the way it's going to be from now on.
I'm living life one day at a time... sure I wonder and try to plan for the future, but it's not enveloping my every thought anymore. What happens happens, what doesn't, ....doesn't. The World is not going to stop turning just because of one bad day... tomorrow is a brand new day, and as I've learned the difficult way, EVERYTHING can change directions in less then 24 hours, so don't fret over the small stuff.
I'm tired of rolling over for Fate. Fate is nothing more then a personal beliefe that somethings were meant to be, and for some, thats fine if they want to believe that things are preordained to happen a certain way. Never again will I roll over and say, "If it was fate, then it will work out."
Fuck that... I'm in the drivers seat now, not some excuse... some gamble. If I was something to happen, then I'll make it happen. I'm not going to just let things boil over and cover my head, waiting to see what "Fate" has in the bag this time around... I'm moving on with MY life... eyes wide open, and looking straight ahead. No, I have no fucking clue what tomorrow is going to bring, but I'll be damned if it's already been planned out for me. I'm making the calls now, and thats the way it's going to be from now on.
I'm living life one day at a time... sure I wonder and try to plan for the future, but it's not enveloping my every thought anymore. What happens happens, what doesn't, ....doesn't. The World is not going to stop turning just because of one bad day... tomorrow is a brand new day, and as I've learned the difficult way, EVERYTHING can change directions in less then 24 hours, so don't fret over the small stuff.